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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
wheels in the head
i want to give myself a break so i'll write a long entry.
i've been so very busy with my thesis. i always think about it every minute of my life that i think that both of us should get married. i thought having my thesis would be fun because i love writing. hell no! for those of you people who are reading my blog and are expecting their thesis term to be as lovely as strawberry shortcake with vanilla ice cream on top, i'm sorry to tell you but expectations are nothing but merely illusory thoughts. nyahahaha!
working on my thesis has given me a lot of good and bad effects. err hemm... i've been talking to a lot of books for the past so-and-so days ergo, i am more knowledgeable than the kat last term. furthermore, i've made a lot of friends. below are their pictures.
bertrand russell
max stirner
friedrich nietzsche
karl marx
they're all dead of course but they are always talking to me whenever i feel down.. you know. hehehehe. this thesis work has gained me a lot of imaginary friends aside from the dead people mentioned above. my introversion and extroversion rates rose exhorbitantly. ironic isn't it but i'll explain how it all happened.
when i took my mbti test a year ago, my introversion rate was 90 per cent. someone even asked me if i'm suicidal because she hasn't encountered someone with such a high rate. last month it rose to 1 per cent due to my excessive addiction to online games. wow! improvement! this term, i tried taking the test again last week, my introversion rate now is 100 per cent. so does this mean that i have not been saying a word to anyone at all? no, because i have an online journal... no, because as what i've said, i gained a lot of friend ... i'm not insane ehehehe. my new result makes me want to meet that girl again, who assumed that i'm suicidal, to tell her that i'm dead.
one of my professors, sir raj, once told us that for us to unlock our creative side is to go deep within the unconscious. he also adds that alcohol untaps our unconscious mind. so guys, if you have noticed, i've been drinking beer almost everyday hahaha. last nigt, my mom saw a can of san mig light on my computer table. she was shocked and asked me why i was drinking. i replied, "meron ako ngayon e, masakit puson ko hehehe." i told her about the good effects of beer on women. i discussed it to her as detailed as possible so as to persuade her to my side of the story even though what i was telling was purely lies. i made my rhetorics sound scholarly that i dooped her and decided to keept a few cans of beer inside the refrigerator when her time comes. that's the advantage of being a philosophy student - you can easily get away with things.
i thought that persuasion thing did last night won't last. when i went home earlier, i almost forgot to keep my newly purchased bottle of beer inside my bag. i was quite confident then because mom usually goes home at nine. however, she was there at home... and saw my beer bottle. i was stunned for a few moments thinking that she might bawl at me but to my surprise, my spell still worked! she even asked me what san mig light tastes like so she opened my bottle and took the first shot for herself. wow, the effect is so astounding!
for those of you people who are might be thinking that i'm a hopeless nut-case with my thesis that's why i'm drinking... you got me wrong. if you think that i want to give myself a happy hour through hallucinations caused by drunkenness... you got me wrong again. although i want myself to get drunk hoping that my unconscious would unleash my hudden wisdom and finish my thesis in a zap. hell no! i just realized that i have high tolerance in alcohol so i can drink as many beers as i want until a get fat and bloated. hahahaha 
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