.:ABOUT ME:.
Name: kitty-kill
Age: frozen at 18
Jung's Typology: INTJ: Introvert - 100%, iNtuitive - 75%, Thinking - 75%, Judging - 35%
Status: "i'm not yet married so i'm technically single" - ernest v.
From: nowheresville
Email: deicruxified@yahoo.com
Yahoo Messenger: bw_itch
Job: bitch of the south... part-time human
Interests: music, books, art, butane lighters, drums, guitar, pillows, aikido, mountain bikes, mp3's, cd's, food
Hobbies: reading, writing, listening to music, sleeping, daydreaming, aikido, observing people, playing: rpg, drums, guitar
Music: metal, hardcore, speed, black, goth, dark wave, indie, punk, grunge, chill-out, new-age
Clubs/Orgs: aikido philippines, makiling southside aikido, las-piñas group of artists, students of philosophy in action (sophia), xiaoxiao (khan online guild...), pbf (hs barkada), dollhouse kin
IGN: khan online: ostara (micko level 84), Tristania (necromancer level 35), gubblebum (assasin level 27)
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Friday, October 28, 2005
untitled for the unnamed
it's been so long since i updated this thing. the absurd thing was last term i decided that i should stop writing thanks to a very bitchy professor who trampled on my pride. oh yes, i don't deny it because a lot of people have been telling me that i'm a good writer. then this bitch came ranting something about our reaction papers... even though she may not know it, deep inside i was very hurt. so i stopped writing.
the reason why i'm resurrecting this site again is because of absurdity. the philosopher, albert camus' warcry, "life is absurd" had been battering my disturbed mind ever since [i]that incident[/i] which i won't tell here... i'll just keep that in my mind's coffer instead. it's really healthy to keep secrets from other people sometimes. i'm not the kind of person who's life is an open book... you all know this... i don't have to reitterate... well, going back. my problems have compelled me into writing again. i miss writing... i think 3 or 4 months hiatus caused the deterioation of my spelling and grammar. i'm not even sure if i used the word "hiatus"correctly lol. damn i'm so pissed-off. btw, it's the magic word off the day... PISS OFF.
i don't know what's with me right now. i have never felt this alienated in my whole life. the more i'm growing old, the more i'm proving that jean-paul sartre is right... life has no exit. this is the reason why i named my blog with the title of his play. i have no other choice but to live this life. i am condemned to be kat... poeple will identify me with this name until i die... i am nothing but an object... like everyone else...